*// emochika_]]

2011-04-10T14:37:00.004+08:00

Look, that's my cute policeman. Heh. Alhamdulillah, everything has been going fine with us. I feel so attached to you. No matter how long we did not get to meet up, you're always in my mind, heart & prayers. I wanna thank you for being such a great bestfriend & lover. I'm really lucky to have both in you. Heh. Its gonna be 4 months of your stay in camp. I know its tough & bores you to hell, but be patient okay. May 27th will come by soon, i promise. God willing. Thank you for putting up with my nonsense most of the time. I know i whine a lot to you, & you never fail to support & motivate me. I thank Allah for sending me you into my life. It been a wonderful journey with you so far. 55 months is not short, gotta admit that. I pray that this relationship will always be bless by Allah, & nothing else. I leave everything to Him, i have faith in all His decisions. If we were meant to be together forever, then great. If not, we have to accept that with an open heart & mind. I guess this relationship has taught me a lot. Patience, perseverance, mature & lots more. Its not possible for me to type every single thing that i felt. I dislike people saying things about our relationship, let me tell you. You know nothing about us. All this while, when we were down & troubled, no one was there. Only Allah.. Seriously, do not try to say he or i am busy with my love life. If it bothers you, then stay away from us. I only met him once a week & all you can say he's busy with me. Wtheck, may Allah show you the truth. Remember, no one has the right to judge. Only He does. So, suck it up for everything that you've said. Cos it all aint TRUE.

♥ Nad.

2011-04-10T13:27:00.012+08:00

Salam & Greetings everyone. Cheyy, since when i've got readers? HAHA!

Urgh, pardon me for my "sepet" eyes in the picture above. Heh. So anwy, last Friday was officially my last SPIB class. Fyi, its Sijil Pengajian Islam Belia (certificate in Islamic studies). 2 years of that course, it just ended like that. So damn fast. The class bonded quite well. At first, it

took quite some time & we only mingle with our very own cliques. Naahh, after the first Qiyam at Alkaff Mosque, we were sort of "glued" together. Everyone showed their true colours. We joked, laughed & lots more. I'm more closer to the ones above & i even formed the group by the name of "HANDS". Wonder what it is?

H - Herini
A - Ana (Farhana)

N - Nadiah
D - Dee (Diyanah)

S - Syidah (Rasyidah)

Haha, cant really remember what sparks us to get so close till now. Allah knows it best, I must say. I like it how we manage to make small outings for the class. We're always the ones initiating it. We went for Islamic talks together, & i really love it. Our friendship is more like, making one another closer to Islam & our creator. I really thank Allah, for this beautiful friendship that he created for us. My only prayer, if this is the friends that i own for dunya (in the world) & akhirah (hereafter), please dear Allah, keep it close to me. (: So anyway, at times i feel like an outsider cos' Ana and Syidah were bestfriends while Dee and Herini are likewise. HAHA. But who cares, i love being with them. Thank u darlings, for everything. Remember, this is just the beginning. Bring it on! ♥

I never forget my good old buddies. Awww, look how we have grown. 21 this year huh. i knew the two of them since secondary 1. So, you can say about 8 years of friendship. Yeah, we lost track of one another after the O Levels but Allah created fate for us to reunite. Im so blessed. I appreciate the little & short meet ups over at lot1. Yes, lot1 has been the "lepak" corner for us since secondary life. HAHA. So whenever we were at lot1, it somehow made me reminisce back all the memories we had. We always & never fail to talk crap. Its just one way how we loosen ourselves with the stress we had. I just love being with them. Seeing how childish we still are right now makes me feel like not growing up at all. ): I really hope u both are coping well with everything. I'm just a call way babies! ♥

So, here are my polymates. Another 3 years of great friendship. I miss every single one of you. )': Yes, got to agree that we bonded pretty late. But so what? We managed to mingle around. Sadly, didnt get the chance to bond with every single one from the class. I wish you all the best in your future endeavours. Take a break when you're all stress out aites. I know most of us are gonna be in different paths after this. Some maybe schooling in university, some are working while some are in NS. HAHA. Guys, take care ah! I cant wait to see u all botak. :P So, keep in touch okay. Love ya! ♥

Here's my one & only closest couzy wouzy. Awww, words cant say how much i adore her. So proud of her for entering into a poly very soon. You know, when i look at you, it just reminded how i did retake for my O's last time. Yes, its miserable. U have to stay home all alone. Our friends are mostly in school already but heck, both of us persevered. Now i've just ended school, & its the beginning for you. Study hard & if you need anything, i'm just a tweet/call away okay dear. Miss ya, we'll meet up someday again, God willing. ♥

Gonna end my post, its pretty long huh. HAHA. Dun worry, if you're not in my post, just know that i always remember you in my heart. No matter how short we met, cos i'm someone who remembers someone easily. Woohoo. :D

Adious!

(next post will be rather special cos yea, that someone is really special in my life. i thank Allah for him, all praises to Him.)

♥ Nadiah.

2011-03-04T08:11:00.001+08:00

2011-01-30T17:45:00.000+08:00

Today marks our 52nd monthsary, basically it means nothing new?

Heh.

Everything's going well so far, alhamdulillah.

School, friends, family.

I am just looking forward to finding a job soon.

I really mean soon ):

& its a permanent job mind you.

I'm damn scared right now.

Still afraid to face the reality.

But at the same time, I'm very anxious to start earning my own money.

InsyaAllah, pray for me aites?

May Allah bless all of you, always.

♥

2010-10-07T17:24:00.002+08:00

aint that cat, pretttyyyy? awwwww (:

2010-09-30T20:01:00.001+08:00

Happy 4th anniversary to us! :)

2010-08-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

They share the same birth date! :)

Happy 19th Birthday Susu! (she's on the left btw)
I wish you all the best in everything you do.

I know at times you're down and don't really open up to us,

just so you know, we're always there for you no matter what.

Stay cantik and happy always alright!

I love ya, susu! ♥

Happy 13th Birthday lil, sabby!
Ah, getting more n more mature eh.

I hope u'll be more hardworking in life sister.

I wish God will make life easier for you, in terms of your education.

Remember: "play hard, study smart"
Stay cheerful as always & enjoy life to the fullest.

I love you, sissy. ♥

Love, Nad.

2010-07-27T01:48:00.009+08:00

I've not been myself lately. Seriously, I've been faking everything. I tried to be patient & everything.. But, its slowly eating me inside. I don't know how to describe this feeling.

I just hope, God's gonna take away this painful feeling from me soooonnn.

:'(

i miss my Dana.

hope to see you during my YOG break.

love you babe ♥♥

2010-07-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

I cannot stop thinking about my future :(
What am i suppose to do after graduating?

I'm only left with half a year in school.

I'm not confident if i'm gonna continue in this line.

Siggghhhs.

Applied for a part time job just now.

Hope i can get that job.

I know, i'm finding trouble.

Tsssk.

I already cannot handle with school alone,

what more with a job?

I just wanna save up money.

Not that the money in my bank are depleting badly, just that I wish

I can put aside some money for myself.

I don't intend to ask Mum for money.

Its okay if I don't get that job, it simply means,
belum ada rezeki. :)

Okay, I'm so sidetracking...

-_____-"

I'm thinking of taking a pre-sch job and at the same time, pursue a diploma with it.

Arrrgh.

Diploma is nothing now.

Shitttsss.

Its not easy to get a good pay arh.

I heard minimum to get good salary, is with a degree!!

I've never dream myself entering U!
I don't intend to study that far lah.

Oh God, I seriously need your help.

Please guide me dear Allah.

2010-07-21T23:15:00.005+08:00

just smile, & move on..

urgh, super tired with school.

shitsssss.

2010-06-23T20:28:00.007+08:00

Salam everyone. I'm feeling oh so down. I've yet to recover from my sickness. & yes, I'm down with stomach flu. From high fever to stomach flu. Yeah, that bad. Sigh. Next, I'm missing my cat like bloody HELL. Sigh. Where are you my lil precious? I'm truly sorry for leaving you without saying anything when I went to Desaru. & now, u're gone. Please take good care of yourself no matter where you are. May God always protect you, Amin. ='( I miss you Sayang. If you're still alive, please come back to me. I've looked everywhere for you. & someone being an ass, took your home (that box up there) and your food plates. I felt even worse. Nothing there left for me to remind of you. I really need you. I miss talking to you when I'm down dear. Haiz. Only God knows what I'm going through now.

Loving you always,

your-sungguh-tak-guna-owner

2010-06-15T09:34:00.012+08:00

Okay, I seriously have no idea what to update.

& oh my god, its been ages since i update this stupid blog.

haha!

Life's been great, Alhamdullilah.

Having hollies right now, which is awesome!

However, there are tons of project to be completed :(

Sad, very very sad.

Stupid fyp.

& that forever nagging lecturer.

hate her for giving us a C for our fyp grade.

Arrrgh.

So anyway, term test are over & all I could say is that I've done my very best.

Just sit back and enjoy the rewarding grades.

Hahaha! Must be atrocious!

*slaps forehead*

Why oh why can't my course allow us to have a simpler test paper..

There's too much modules to learn & shit lah, theory?

Once I read the lecture notes, I'll be dozing off in a few minutes.

-____-"

Yes, its that bad!

I constantly drank coffee for the whole week just to keep me awake.

WTH.

Okay, enough about school.

Make me stress only.

Time to look forward for the short holiday trip.

Yeaaa.

Thursday faster come! Lai Lai~

I wish you readers all the best in everything. & do take good care of yourself alright!

Till the next post (:

2010-04-24T07:44:00.003+08:00

I wanna bake again :(
Hopefully for brother's wedding.

2010-04-20T20:06:00.005+08:00

School's been fine so FAR. Haha. I think I'm loving the time table for NOW. I hope I can still help Mum with the household chores. Sighss. I'm thinking of working..who wants to work part time with me? :) Hehe. So anyway, right now the whole family with SIL is waiting for the caterer to come & discuss about the wedding plans. Hmmm. Its getting nearer =x I hope I can manage school plus help out with all the work needed :(

Nothing else to update.
Taa-taaa :D

Yours Truly,

Dee ♥

2010-04-16T15:45:00.004+08:00

Here are some old photos of mine.
Very very cute right?
As always :)
Heehee.

2010-04-08T16:14:00.005+08:00

Finally,i intend to post something today.

Well, i don't really have anything to blog about.

Ever since i made Twitter a/c,i tend to tweet more about my status..
thoughts,feelings and blah3..
hehehe :)

& so...
Today is the 8th of April.

I'm left with less than 2 more weeks to school reopen.

Sigh.

I don't wanna go back to school apart from meeting my friends,that is.

I just hate the stress and pressure i'll get whenever school starts.

Yes,its true people always say school must have stress,if not we're not working hard
enough.

EH HELLO.

I'm working so so hard okay.

But too bad,my gpa's keeps decelerating but fortunately, still beyond 3 above.

Alhamdullilah. =D

Parent's happy about it.
All the hard work, the late nights revision..finally paid off.

I'm left with 1 academic year to go.

& then i can graduate and work!

Can't wait to work.

I told mum i wanna save my money so that i can marry fast.

HAHAHA.

& she said,
"that's good. pls don't susahkan ur mak bpk ok. then i can retire from work. i'm tired from working & my body's aching all over"
At that point of time, i seriously cannot take it.

I just feel like crying upon hearing that.

Yes, my parent's arent still young eh.

They're already old yet, they are working hard to support their children.

I can't thank them enough. :(
I hope i can start work soon, & give them a better life, InsyaAllah.

Only God knows whats best for all of us.

Important thing is, just have faith in Him.

& do your very best with Fihsabih Lillah.

to my dearest cousin Dee ♥,
i'll be busy with sch soon.. i won't be reading your tweets often.
hence, i can't update myself about your life ='(
i hope u'll always be fine & that Allah will always protect and give you
strength in whatever you go through okay.

i love ya :)
please take care okay sayang.
i may not see you often,but u'll always be in my heart.

remember that. (:

2010-03-07T23:10:00.002+08:00

I've got so much to express out my emotions.
I've been bottling it up for quite a long time.
Sigh.
But now, when i want to type it all out, my mind went blank.
Damn. Hate this a lot sehs.

I don't really know how to say this.
I don't feel my home is as warmth as last time anymore.
It feels empty...

I've seen with my very own eyes how family breaks up and how their children
suffers a lot.

I don't wish for that to happen,never!

Sometimes when I'm at home alone, i just let my mind wander around aimlessly..

I can't help it but to cry out this feeling..

Bro's getting married.
& because of this, it affects the whole family a lot.

I just wish he can spend more time with us.

6 more weeks eh? Sighs.

Finally u're going off with ur future wife.

I just hope u'll always contact ur dear parents who's always been there supporting u
24/7.

I don't mind u forgetting me, but please appreciate what the parents have done for you

all this while.
Call them up & ask how they're doing and all that.

Don't just chuck them one side lah pls.

Haiz. I feel neglected seh.

It seems that they only ask bout u always and its always u la.

Me?

I did the slighest mistake,& u can alrdy hear them shouting at me.

You?

They always put it up with u.

Fair?

No alrite.
Its okay lah, I'm very much immune to this.

Aargh.

Gonna stop now.

Hate this man.

2010-01-20T00:53:00.002+08:00

Damn stress right now.
=(

Oh God, give me the strength to overcome all this for just another 4 weeks.

It may look as though I'm cool with everything,

but deep down, I'm tired of school already.

I love seeing the pictures below.
Serenity ;)

Just what I needed to keep myself calm.

Amazingly beautiful, God's creation....

2009-12-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

Heyho my sexy readers ♥

Oh wells, i'm back from the short holiday.

All I could say is that i had a relaxing time.

The 'kampung²' feeling that i've always love about.

Its hard to adapt but I like it...

I've always want to learn to live the hard way.

It always made me appreciate what i have right now.

Praises to God.

So, not much shopping done but its okay.

No pictures taken cos' i've got no digicam with me and the pictures i've taken
with Mom & sissy are all 'unglam' photos.

Haha!

****

So apart from that trip update,

I had to come back school this week to finish up the projects.

damn.

& next week's the start of school AGAIN!

I wanna cry laaaa.

Aargh.

5 more weeks to prepare for exams.

Very fast okay.

Waaaa. Why must bring forward just because of the CNY?

Hurhur.

I'm so fugging stress.

I'm still waiting for the results from the term tests.

Hoping for the best only.

****

I'm missing someone so much.

So sad that we did not get to spend much time during the holidays.

Sad, sad, sad.

Aargh.

****

Friends.

What can you define with that word?

Oh boy.

I wish, wish & wish that i really have true friends.

(i do have a few of them, & i'm sure they know who i'm referring to.
i enjoy being myself when i'm with them in sch.
that's why i regard them as my true friends)

Who wants a friend that...

contacts you when they only need your help...?

I wish i can get to meet my sec sch mates again who were once close to me..

I miss them so much.

*tears rolling*

Deep in my heart, i know God's been testing me all this while.

I need to believe in Him.

All that happens, has a reason behind it.

♥

Dee.

sorry for the pathetic post.

not being myself lately :'(

2009-12-23T20:11:00.005+08:00

Azman, i'll be leaving Singapore tmr night.
I know you wont be home either cos you're in camp.

Please take good care of yourself alright?

I know it hurts for you to see me leave you.
I'll try my best to contact you just to let you know, i'm doing fine down there.

You know, whatever happens & no matter how far we are....
I can still feel your presence.

Cos you're always in my heart bby..

Be a good boy okay. Do not do those aggressive workouts.

I do not wish to see anything happen to your wounds again.

Drive safely too okay.

*hugs*

I love you. ♥♥

May Allah protect you always.
Amin.

See you readers soon =)
Will update when i get back, God willing.

Love ya'all.

2009-12-22T22:02:00.003+08:00

A visit to LTA gallery and Sungai Buloh with the fam.

My cute Mom. Awww :)

& my cute Dad. =)

lil Sissy :D

Last time taxis were called, Pirate Taxis. Cool huh?

.................................................................................................................
Nice view right?
But hate the insects there. -___-"

"Waa! Gelap nyer cermin mata papa.. Ni mesti the hotter, the blacker "
(Read: "Waaa. Why is my specs so dark in colour? Must be the hotter, the blacker"
He's damn cute i tell you. Anw, he's obviously trying to say that the sunnier it is,
the darker the transition is.
Hahaha :)

Cough, cough, please cough your way out from my throat.
I wanna be healthy on my trip to Msia in 2 days time ):

This komodo dragon was crawling "freely". & It was that near.
Awesome :D

Dad & Cik Hasan

Dad's transition. Hurhur. Me want too. ):

.................................................................................................................

At JP.

.................................................................................................................

Sister Loveee ♥

A lil note to my favourite sister.

Hey Reen. U're all grown up now. No more a small kiddo. U're turning into a young lady.
I hope u'll behave well and remember to always listen to your family.
Whatever happens, they'll be the only one supporting & guiding you.
Not forgetting our God, our creator. Always pray & seek
help from Him.
Study hard okay. Now that u're entering a new phase of life, i wish you all the best in
everything you do. Do not give up aites.
In future if you face any problems, come to me.
I'll always be your irritating sister but a great listener (:

♥♥ Dee

2009-12-18T20:53:00.003+08:00

I'm missing someone.

Damn lots...

= (

Its been a week now..

Hurhur.

Meet up soon, k love? ♥ ♥

2009-12-18T00:17:00.001+08:00

My pretty ladies.
Thanks for the great time.
♥ ya'all.

2009-12-16T08:59:00.007+08:00

Hey there readers.
I know, i know.

I've not been updating for a very long time.
Truly sorry for that.

Lol. I'm not even sure if there's anyone out there who's reading my blog.

But anw, here's a short update cos i've nothing much to write about.
Dang it. :(

It's always like that.

That stupid feeling when you feel the urge to blog but in the end, you just
can't think of any to write about.

-____-"

& so, what am i doing currently? I'm having a 3 weeks holiday from that

school of mine.
(read:SP - Stress Polytechnic)
HAHA.
Nothing big to be happy about. Projects are piling up like wth?
No holidays sia.
Plus,

Term tests are much much tougher than what I've thought.

*sigh*

All I know is that I've given my best shot.

I don't wanna dissapoint my dear folks.
They work so hard just to support the family.

Awww.

I love them.

Okay, put that aside.

Last Sunday, went to M'sia for a short getaway.

Was quite upset cos' I didnt get to buy anything there.

However, I managed to spend great time with the darlings.
See how happy we are? (below)
I miss them already.

Cousin Dee, sorry for not being able to join you girls due to my pack schedule.

You know, I've always wanted to be with you girls if there's a chance to.
Meet up soon again, k love? :D

Just like what cousin said, dinner at the bay?

Damn nice ah the view.

It gives you the serenity feeling you know. ;)

I do not own an update picture of Azman & I.
But all I can say is that, Alhamdullilah, we're doing oh-so-fine.
Loving him as always.
I'm contented with what I have now. :)

Alhamdullilah.

Okay, I'll post again if there's anything interesting I wanna share ok.
Can't wait to visit M'sia again on the 24th to 26th. I need a break badly.

Thanks for dropping by people =)

Love,

Nad.

2009-12-02T00:38:00.002+08:00

All i can say for now is.......

STRESS!

Damn!

2009-11-01T10:27:00.005+08:00

*Warning*

Pictures might make u feel unpleasant due to BLOODY content

Who might have guess, the person you just met an hour before,

encountered with an accident soon after that.....

That's was what happened to my poor bby. *sighs*

Its really damn suprising to get that call from Fairuz saying that Azman's hurt.

It then turned blooooodddyyy..

Visited him straight after school the next day.
I just stared at him knowing how much pain it is.
Sadly, there's nothing i can do except to pray for his health.
Its so heartbreaking at that point of time.
How i wish i can take care of him 24/7.
Yah, its impossible.. But its okay, God will always take care of you alright bby.

& now, he's still working. *sighs* Stupid doctor.
Should gave him more days of MC siaa.
& yet again, he's still riding his bike now to send the deliveries.
*prays hard you'll be fine*

Take care okay sweetheart. You know I love You.

DEE.

After a very longgg absence....

2009-09-03T09:50:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
I'm down with cough and flu.

='(

Monday's my starting of attachment.
I'm feeling nervous yet excited.

Anyhoooss,
What to update ehh??

Exams are over and damn, its extremely hard and I'm so gonna flunk my papers.
My gpa will just have to go down even deeper into the drain. Tsskkk!

Anw, its been 13 days of fasting and I must say, everything went well.

Alhamdullilah.

Azman's doing great too.
He's waiting for his TP.

All the best bby =)

Oh, last saturday I had Qiyamulail at AlKaff Mosque.
It was a refreshing and memorable experience.
The stayover made me realise that we have wonderful brothers and sisters around us.

Awww.
Those hugs/kisses from the new friends that we made...

It was a very nice and touching ambience.

That was also the first time I had my pre-dawn meal and break-fast in the mosque.
& not forgetting, we ate only to a certain extent that our tummy's are not so full.

Cos we still had to continue praying. I appreaciate the food that was served to us.
Very simple but yet, full of BARAKAH!

Oh, the Laskar Pelangi movie was awsome too.
Very emotional story & based on Islamic contents.
Its also a true story.

Damn nice I tell you.

I've learnt that we should all befriends with the poor people so that we can
always get the chance to appreciate what God has given us.
We can also reflect that there are many more people who are less fortunate than us.

='(

Hence,
If we mix around with the rich society, there's nothing for us to appreciate God instead
the feeling of jealousy was felt.

Moreover, the community service to the poor family houses made me realised that
there are a LOT of people who desperately need help than us..

Seeing their houses and their own health condition just made me wanna cry..

InsyaAllah, I hope I am able to go to this kind of events in future again next time.
Thank you Allah for giving me the chance to experience all this. Amin.

Happy holidays everyone, Happy fasting.

Jgn sebok2 nak raya tau, puasa dulu dgn penuh keimanan, InsyaAllah,

Allah akan beri segala permintaanmu. Amin
:)

DEE.

2009-07-22T01:14:00.003+08:00

School has been really stress for me.
Sighs.
A lot of projects on hand, all of which are going to due soon.
I am so left behind for a few modules.
Things are getting out of hand.
Its just not so easy...
Everything seems imperfect.
&& why do I always feel left out?
Sighs.
='(

Oh God.
Please give strength...

SubhanaAllah.

2009-07-14T00:40:00.001+08:00

*tears rolling*
I just can't stand people making use of me.
Sighs.
Its has always been like that.
Ever since I was young back then...
How do I learn not to be so soft and not to give in always?!

Oh God...

2009-06-24T20:43:00.009+08:00

Salam & greetings everyone.
Okay, I know i've not been updating.
I'm truly sorry for that.
I've nothing much to update actually.
My life's boring you see. Tskkk!

The holidays are just a plain n boring one for me.
Except that, I got to spend a lil bit of time with the love ones.
Thank God, I'm grateful for all those moments.
I treasure that few people in my life.
You know who you are. (:

Sch's starting soon.
I dread it a lot.
Sighs.
Its just so stress...
For sure, I've flunked one paper.

Damn tedious, what do you expect?

I'm not a computer freak like my brother.
Haha. Okayy, he's a pro in comp stuffs.
I appreciate his talents.

Know why, whenever our comp's down, he'll be the repair man.

Tsk, he's way too good for that.

At the same time,irritating!

Kept calling me gundu and all that.

Haha.

I just hope things will get better for all of us.
- Brother to get a new job asap.
- Mother to not worry so much for everything until it gets her worked up
- Dad to not have another operation
- Sister to do well in her studies

Oh God, help me and give me your guidance
='(

Azman, I'm sorry for everything.
Things don't go so well lately between us.
Nevertheless, I still and will always love you.
You know that very well, rightt.
Take care okayy.
Its been more than a week of not seeing that cute face of yours.
Hope you're coping well.
See you next time.
Andd, happy 33rd mthsary in advance! <3

Lovee,
DEE.

2009-04-26T20:47:00.006+08:00

We're addicted to Guitar Hero. Even my siblings,& especially my crazy bro!

I'm so exhausted. Really.

I just finished all my assignments, the camp shirt designs, proposals, reports.

Damn. I'm really beat right now.

Weekends are plain boring for me.

Stayed at home for both days.

Had an unbearable stomach cramp due to the urgh, period of course.

I swear thats the worse cramp ever.

I took pain killers, applied medicated oil and placed hot water bag
on my poor tummy but the pain still gets worsen. ='(
I almost fainted I tell you.
Its kinda sad knowing that bby's not there for me as he had FOP that very day.

Hurhur.

Okay, put that aside.
Its been a week of school and, hrrrm..
All I can say is that school's been okay.

I'm so elated to meet the cliques.

As usual,we had fun in school.

Gossiped, crapped, listened hard to the monotonous lecturers.

Oh God.

I've FIVE year long modules, mind you.

I kept thinking over and over it every single day.

I prayed hard that I can make it through.
I aint wanna waste a year just for one pathetic module.

Credit units for the five modules also high babe.

Goddd.

*shruggs*

Its quite stressing you see.

With all the engineering modules,lots of calculations and whatnots.

But one thing I love most is, site visit and workshop!

Haha. Just a way to get out from the class and do some hands on of course.

Wearing boots and helmet is sth great too.

Haha. (:

Sorry for the boring post, cause I've nothing to blog much actually.
Mainly expressing my gratitude only.

Heee.

Anw,last Friday was really exhausting.

I brought laptop and dslr to school.

Stupid,waste my time I tell you.

The photography class was theory.

I don't really like it.

I want it to be more practical.

Maybe I should just wait and see what happens next.

I've to share two shots next friday to the class.

Now I'm figuring out where the hell am I gonna find time to snap snap.

Urrrghh.

Maybe I should just use my old pictures if its not that bad eyy.
*lazy nad*

Ohh, after 5pm class I rushed all the way back home as I had night class.
I'm quite pissed with myself.

I was too tired by then and I almost dozed off in class.

*sighs*

Its a religious class,I need to bring sweets next time to wake myself up.
& to Naq also.

Haha.

She's halfway sleeping already.
Pity us.

Here's just a small shout out to my bbyboy.
I don't know why but I feel like leaving him a note here (:
He's working right now. Pity him. *hugs*

...........................................................................

Bby,thank you so much for taking care of me.
You've been there for me at all times.
You tried your best to make me feel great.

I'm sorry if we didnt get to meet up often.

I understand too that your schedule is uptight

and I appreciate whenever you make time for me.

Your endless love,care & concern towards me are simply
the most important thing in my life.

I thank Allah for all this.

We've been through a lot bby.

Without the guide and faith from Him,I swear we won't have been this far.

I'm pretty much content with the live I'm living now.

I don't have much friends but with you, my family and Allah..
everything just turns perfect.

Maybe I should just learn to let go about those friends issues.

Sighs.

Maybe its fate that I don't own a lot of friends.

They come and go easily.

Its true.

You know what, Allah just met me with my primary school friends.

I'm grateful to Him that everything that happened to me, has reasons behind them.
Being a loner isnt so bad afterall.

I'm not ashamed to say this,

but because of what happen towards me...

I've became a mature person. Even my friends said that.

Given my petite body size,my way of thinking isnt as small as that okay.

Haha.

I love you bby.

I'm proud that you're a man of patience.

You changed a lot bby.

Keep it up.

Even if I'm not there for you, Allah's always there watching you.
Remember that okay.

I love you.

Thank you for everything.
Happy advance 31st mthsary.

DEE.

2009-04-07T22:48:00.005+08:00

Hi cyberworld. =)
I know I've not been updating.
Been busy la.
I'm sure you're wondering what the hell I'm busy with. Haha.
In fact, I don't really know. Maybe I'm busy with the proposals,
camp plannings, SPIB class,
once-in-a-week-meetup with the boy, family outings and whatnots.

But for sure, I've been making use of the 2 mths holidays.
I managed to attend the Maulid events in mosques and outside as well.
Alhamdullilah(:

Had dinner with family,gran,uncle,Bro Wandy & wife
at Sakura International Buffet last two weeks.
It was nice eating there. Gonna bring the boy there someday.
He's complaining yet again. Hahah.
Apart from all this, I'm missing a whole lot bunch of people.
Sighs.

My cousins, DEE of course, I hope you're doing fine babe.
I miss my classmates,shahila,sisters and sammie.
I managed to bump into them and I'm pretty much happy about that seh.
I really miss those times when we spend time together. ='(

Anw, school's starting on the 20th.
Timetable's out and I'm much pleased with it.

Not so packed like it was back in the previous semester.

But heck, I'm sure in between the early dismissals,
I'll probably have club meeting.

Sighs. I'm not prepared to start this race. I'm tired and exhausted.
I feel like sitting home like how I did for the holidays.

You don't know how much peace I've gotten.

Damn,I have to fight for the next lap of race again.

Oh Allah, give me the strength to overcome all this.
I want to succeed both in duniawi & ukhrawi.
InsyaAllah. Amin.

Anw, perdaus class has been a-okay.
Managed to follow up with the lessons and I'm quite enjoying it.

I love tassawur.
Hehe.

Hrrm, what else is there to update about?
Oh, just some random pictures during the picnic and my fam.
Love them. <3

...........................................................................

Random Photos (:

At Jurong Point. Okay, bro's keeping a beard -____-
Sunnah Rasul? Haas.
Can't bet that he's a change man right now. Alhamdulillah.

Stop it seh muka. Haha.
Thanks once again Azman for the beautiful picnic outing.
It has always been great being with you.
You know that. (:
<33

Thanks for the homemade sandwiches.
I love them.
Thanks so much Azman!

The view just using the 5.0megapixels hp camera.
and this explains the hand in the picture....
Azman : "Yah..hello. I need a cab"
Haha. Damn lazy I tell you.
No wait, its gonna rain. What do you expect. Haha. Easy way out horr.
Nvm, as soon as Azman has get his hands on the bike, I'm sure there'll be no problemos! =)

Labrador park.

The low tide. A lot of rocks hidden beneath the water...its amazing.
That's all I could say. & the wind, really nice I tell you. :D
But too bad, didnt bring the dslr that day. Huhu

I love this shot. Thanks saayanngg! <3

"I nak rase nasi goreng mak u. Mesti sedap tau... Haha"
Told Mum, & she said..
"Ada2 je tau Man. Next time masak nasi lemak k"
See how Mum pampered him.
"-____________-"

The green scenery. Nice,nice! I love green! =)

The jetty.

...........................................................................

Some photo shots with the baby girl. Tell me, I don't look like a 19yr old lady right.
Duhhh. I look so kiddish. ='(

TAKE CARE folks. Thanks for reading!

2009-03-15T11:47:00.003+08:00

Hie people of the world. How are you? Sorry for not updating for a very long time. The previous days I've been coming to school for the enrollment thingy while the rest of the days are partly staying home and do housechores day. My body's aching and I'm feeling super lethargic.

Friday, went to catch Marley and Me with Azman and damn, its a really excellent show. I cried upon seeing those sad and touching scenes. Haaa. Its a heart touching show and what do you expect. Heee. Thumbs up!

I don't really know what to update actually. I've missed a lot of people lately. Been a loner and nah-uh, its not a good thang. ='( Results will be out soon on the 18th and I'm hoping and praying for the best. :D Anws, below are some pictures during my visit to MB and also Mum's b'dae cakes. Take care lovess. (:

TAGS REPLIED:

sorry for the late reply everyone. been busy and i've nothing much to update. so sorry ya. do keep tagging and thanks for visiting. (:

to shahila: I saw you the other day in the bus! You look effing cute and pretty la. All the best for attachment and I'm so sad cos I'm not gonna bump you in school anymore. Do keep in touch okayy. Miss ya, & take care! :D

to tween: Sorry for the late reply. You did dream of me? Haha. Thats so cute lah tween. Anw, what happen to your blog? No longer have one? Can we meet up? With the rest as well. ='(

to reena: & now your'e done with your CA1. Good job for passing every of the subjects. Kakak ajarkan? Haha. Alhamdullilah. Your last minute effort of revising did pay off jugak. Heee. Hope you like the blue DD pillow i bought for you. Tidur elok2 tau,nanti air liur semua kene. Haaa!

to ana: Hehe. Dah update pun! Thanks for dropping by. Friday jumper lagi okay. We've got some serious studying to do. Haaa. Cya soon babe! (: Take care!

to azman: Hee. Really? Awww. Thanks so much love. Hope you're doing fine always aites. Miss ya. Take care bby. *hugs*

to dee: Hey cousin. How are you? I really hope you're doing fine. If there's anyone you would like to talk to, do beep me okay. It kind of worry me seeing you in that kind of state. Take care sweetie. Miss ya so much.

2009-02-22T20:24:00.006+08:00

So, exam's finally over for me. Hey, is it good or bad?
Haha. Damn bored la i tell you since its holiday for me already. ='(

Saw dear shahila yesterday. Gonna miss you la, since you'll be on an attachment which is so soon seh. =( Do take care and keep me update ok. (:

Alhamdullilah, my exam's are done and over with. Moving on to year 2 soon, and I hope and pray hard that i did't fail any modules. Its giving me the shivers. =x The only thing i know is that i've tried my best and, hrrrm....just hope for the best? Heee. Now,i miss studying. What the hell kan. Haha.

Anw, azman's gonna be busy soon. Work and silat trainings for him. I hope we still get to spend time together okay. Practise hard for your IVP ok? Love ya.

I don't really know what to update actually. I'll update when i think i have something to say ok. Hehe. Toodles! :D

TAGS REPLIED
to azman: ILY dear. Hope to see you soon again. More outings okayyy? Hehe. Take care love.

to shahila: Hey shahila! How are you? Anw, ur hair getting longer & u're pretty lah. Hehe. First time i saw Qayoom ystd. Do take care & keep me update ok. Miss ya!

to missKatek: Hie Luklu! Sorry for the late reply. Been busy with exams. Haha. Thks a lot sweets! Miss ya. Hope u're doing fine. Take care okayy(:

to Dee: Awww. Cuzz, i miss you too pretty. Meet up soon at grannys or sth ok? Mwaks mwaks! Good luck in everything u do huns. :D

to ana: Hey babe. Haha. Dtg blog kiter lah seh. Haha. Meet korang this Fri okayy. Miss ya! Hope the klas's gonna be fine for us. =)

to Fana: Hehe. Okay, thks for replying my msg. =) Do take care (:

2009-02-15T21:35:00.001+08:00

Hie dear readers. I know I've been missing in action, and I'm sorry for that. Haha. As though, there's anyone interested in reading my blog huh. Heee. Anw, I'm busy with exams right now. 5 papers down, and 2 major ones to go. Urgh. This is so stressing. ='( Oh. I'm going to be even more bussier with my religious class every friday night. I hope year 2's schedule isnt that tough like right now. Or else, I shall just cut myself into half. So that I can attend any other activities too. Heee. The past events that happened were the birthday celebration, study dates, exams week, cca events and more. I can only remember that. Hrrm, I'm glad Yamei's bdae celebration worked out well and many turned up. Yea. Thumbs up for me! No lar, to the girls too. Heee. Hrrm next was valentines, which I'll never celebrate it. Its been 3 years and its not my culture to celebrate events like this. I hope people understand. So, had study date with Azman that day and we watched movie before we studied. Great la. Heee. I love that man la. He's always pamepering and spoiling me, neverthless I pampered him too because I brought lunch all the way from cck okay. Heee. After exams, we'll celebrate the victory and we shall go all around Singapore okay. Haaha. Exaggerating. Yup =) Haha. I want to go shopping pls. I've got a lot of things to buy, dear Azman. Heee. Faster get your bike license, so that I can move around Singapore very easily. Heee.

Hrrm. What else to update eh? Oh, I just received the overdued wedding photo from Azman. Hehe. I like it. Haha. Especially the couple in the middle. Thats the first time in our 3 years of friendship and 2yrs 5mth anniversary that we finally got to take a photo with our malay traditional clothes. (: Am so happy with it. Awww...

Btw, I'm proud of myself for the OC presentation that I did last Monday. Wearing formal outfit, and being alone at the front of the class was kind of nerve-breaking. But hey, Alhamdullilah I spoke through smoothly. Damn proud. I was loud and confident with my topic on "Islam VS. logic/science". Fuuh. Not so easy topic okay. However, its something that I wanna share with the class. I felt so cool delevering the speech and barely looked at the script in my hand once only. Cool right. Cheyy. I talked for about 16 mins. Damn loonnnnggg. -______- But, teacher liked it! Yea! (:

K, skip that part. I've downloaded the songs for Twilight soundtrack. Hahaa. Fanatic la. =) I've yet to finish my breaking dawn. Urgh. I've no time to touch it at all la. Damn sad okay. ='( After exams, I shall just lie down on bed the whole day reading it ah. Haaa. Wanna finish it fast. Ohh, and maybe Jonas brother's gonna sing for New Moon's soundtrack. Haaa. November, pls come faster! =)

I'm not so sure on what to update already. I've got to get mugging now. Damn!
Urgh. Azman, I miss you. Okay, I know you're working right now. I'll wait for your arrival. Love ya.
Thanks for every single thing love. I feel that our love just gets stronger and stronger. Alhamdullilah. Can't wait for you to move in near my house are. Yea! Neighbours soon! Again! Haha. Back then, we used to live in the same block in BB, now in CCK. Awww. Mum's gonna open the doors for you to come anytime you want, but, with the parents in the house of course. Heee. Take care, love.

I love my family too. Mum's bdae just past. Kinda simple celebration. Will post a picture of it soon okay. Love you mum! I'll always pray for you. =)

Take care peeposs. :D

2009-02-05T02:49:00.003+08:00

I'm so stressed. A lot of things to finish up. Sighs. Exams coming. Urrgh.
SubhanaAllah.

2009-01-28T03:48:00.003+08:00

SubhanaAllah, praises to God. Did you all look at the news or witness yourself the eclipse that happened yesterday? Its so wonderful i tell you. How I wish I was there at Al-Firdaus mosque. I would very much want to see it. =(

Ohh! Coincidently, i was reading the 'Eclipse' book of course. Haaa! Anw, I don't really know what to update, again! I shall just share some random pictures okay? (:

Anw, I'm quite pleased with the Eclipse. I'm reading Breaking dawn soon. I just have to find time to read that oh-so-thick book. -______- I'm really saddened by the fact that Midnight Sun was being leaked by someone. Really sad. I'm looking forward for that book. Know why? Because its in Edward's view. & I very much want to read it. Due to some dishonest people, Stephenie Meyer still considering if she's going to continue writing that book. Oh please, I'm a fan of Twilight. Do continue writing it. I bet you, lots of people are getting impatient to read that book despite the fact that lots have read it online. Urgh. Okay, let's put that aside. I'm so into twilight. Sighs. Due to some reasons of course..

I let my thoughts just wonder around with that fiction story. I very much like it because....lately, I've not been getting much attention from my baby. =( Don't be surprised how crazy I am over this fairytale books. Even if the story line gets me tensioned, I still love it. The suspense and the romance in it just makes my heart go...."wooooo". Haha. Can't wait to see the werewolves in New Moon. Chey.

So, CNY holidays are like slacking days for me. Rot at home.. Helped Mum with the chores & stuffs. Dad's away from home during the past 3 days. He slept at Al-Ansar mosque and did a lot of religious stuffs when he's away. Alhamdullilah, he's back home safely. I miss seeing him getting mad at me. Haha. Hearing all his stories about the experiences he had just made me felt so touched. Can see the tears swelling in his eyes while he shared the stories with me. I'm so proud to have a dad like him.

He's not the dad that pampers me with all the expensive things in the whole world. He's not the dad who would just ignore his children who doesn't fulfill the requirements of being a Muslim. He's the dad that will help his children to equip well enough for duniawi & ukhrawi. He's the dad that guides his family to the right path to Allah. He's the dad that prays day and night to Allah and seek forgiveness for his family. He's the dad who would try his best to be the rightful father and husband. & that's my dad. I love him very much. Syukur.

Actually right, I don't have anything to update. All bullshit sia. Suddenly everything pours out from my mind. =(

One thing I know, I miss the boy by the name of Azman. So so much please... I just hoped he'd enough sleep & rest. I'm so worried if he'll fall sick due to overwork and all. ='( Please take care alright. I love you. I've always wished you're like Edward. Haha. I can like see you illegally in my room. Okay, crap. Hahah.

Ohh. I have sth to share with you all. Funny & cute. (:

Me: Ma,i wanna ask you sth. Please promise me not to laugh or make fun of me.
Mum: Okay, what is it huh?
Me : Erm...
Mum: What is it?? *looking at the oven while baking cookies*
Me: Man's sister kept asking him when he wanna get engage with me & all that...
Mum: Hahahaha!
Me: Why you laugh ehh?????
Mum: Its not that I don't like him, its just that not the right time yet. When he's start working, this can proceed on... Must have work first then can have money to engage ok.
Me: Ohhh. Thats what I told him. (haha! like real!)
Mum: Then anytime he can come knocking on the door okay..
Me: Okay. Hehe. *blushing*

Basically, that's it. Hehe! Okay readers, gtg. This sounds crazy... My posts are all getting posted in the wee hours. Madness! Haha. Love you all!

...................................................................

eclipse!

Cui yue, Wang Qi, Shirlene

Shirlene & Yamei

Yamei & Sulin

Gloria & Pei Wen

Tsai ting & Me

Ugly sia Nad. Okay, see how the the class engage themselves. Until its very cramp up there! :D

Can still posed for camera while at work. Tsk! Mr teo is right infront of me somemore. Haaa!

Drying the aggregates

I loved this picture. I looked fat & I very much loved it! Thks Tsai!

Don't come near me or else I'll saw off your head. Haa!

Design team for the seats. Heee.

Slacking moments

Of course, the last picture will always be the perfect one(i know my face very ugly, don't need say ok. hehe!). But still, it still looked good to me... Simply because, he'll always be the perfect one in my eyes. Miss ya Azman. <3

2009-01-23T03:37:00.001+08:00

Taken from someone's blog, and I'm so blessed and touched to see this.

(read : the best object of provision in this world is a pious woman)

2009-01-23T02:02:00.005+08:00

.Random.

Baby sister and Nad. Aww. So lovey dovey.
But will I ever see that smile again on my face? Sighs. ='(

Previously on Pei wen's Birthday Celebration...
There's more pictures, but i'll update them some other day.

Sighs. What's happening...?

2009-01-18T03:16:00.000+08:00

Here's again, some random pictures below. Mind you, its taken during our e-learning test. Haa. Seriously,most of us don't even remember how to use the SAP2000 programme. Madam also not sure. Haiyaa. I don't like her teaching. She doesn't know how to make her teachings lively and I have to try so hard to make sure what she's babbling. Oh God. Lucky me, my smart classmates were there to coach me. I can't stand the scene when she went off from the class to checked on the others at the Lab room, & so the ones in the class were all noisy. Every one went, "eh, lets do together people. Kk, first click this..that.. After that what sia?" Its really hilarious and every one just kept talking and laughing. Fyi, I don't see a need to do this e-learning seriously. We are not even prepared nor being told before hand on what we are going to do for it. No worries, I've pen it down on my feedback form. Haa! Great huh.

Anw, I've some major problems. Sigh. I don't intend to disclose it here. But I just hope things will be fine for us, and them.

No, no... Don't get me wrong. Azman & I are just fine. Infact, we're doing so so fine. Its the other problem. Sighs. Just forget it. This post is like a dead post huh. I've got so many things to type, but in the end either I forget or I don't know how to put it in this entry.

Btw,I'm appointed to be the secretary for my club. I am so afraid and you know, I do not like new changes in my life. Its because I'm too afraid to try something new. But, Azman said I should try it and I'll probably learn a lot of new things on the way. Hopefully, I'm a fast learner and an efficient committee member to my club. Oh boy, Nad's getting much much busier each day. And so is Azman. ='(

To shahila: how's school for this week? Are you doing fine? Qayoom & you? Tag me okay! I miss yaa! (:

To tweenie: I'll email you soon k love? I'm sucha busy bumble bee right now. =( I'm planning to meet all of you this coming Friday. Maybe have a dinner or something after my class. I'll email every one and we'll see how okayy? Love yaa!

To Azman: I miss you horr. Please take good care of yourself. A couple of months, and we'll be living close to one another! Faster come CCK okayy! Heee! :D

i'm still thinking about that engagement thing. i'm sorry that your sis kept asking you that question and you have to say its all up to me. i don't know if i should tell mum about it. what do you think? what's your decision too?

To Khai: lawa? No lar khai. You lahh, makin gorgeous tau. & its oh so true. I miss you darL!

To Reena: facebook? haiyaa. lazy lah your kakak nie. hehe. & stop playing comp! PSLE comes first okayy! *smacks ur butt*

.Yamei, Nad, Gloria.
(sorry yaya, your face got into a candid one. hehe!)

. Yaya & Nana.

.Yaya & Nana 2.

Thats all folks. Hehe. Take care!

2009-01-16T03:02:00.000+08:00

I do not know what to update actually. Time check : 2.45am. & I'm schooling at 8.30am tmr. How great? -____- I'm tired of going to school. Every single day I reached home, I'll be so shagged and drained out. After prayers, I would usually sit or lie down on the bed (mostly, lie down lah. Haha. Easy said. Nvm, insert dramatic effects huh. K, cut it out Nad!). Without much realising that I did not even wash myself up! Sighs. See how beat I am. I would sleep till about 1-2hrs. Damn, when I woke up.....Mum & Reen already dozed off. Leaving me with dad. After which, he went to bed too. Somedays, Bro will be there at home too. So, I would usually stayed up late at night alone. Azman's fast asleep now. He's not been getting on a good rest, I hope he did today. Had an early dinner just now with him.. The meet up was oh-so-short, nevertheless I made use of the every single second I had with him. As usual, I'll always make him smile, grin, chuckle and laugh his ass off with my stupid pathetic lame jokes & stories. Happy eh you! Haaa. Basically, I miss that boy soo much that each time i went to school alone, I would day dreamed about him. Its okay, I know all these are a challenge for both of us. We barely meet, but our hearts will always beat as one & we'll stay lovey dovey forever. Awww.

Please take care of yourself alright. I know you're managing a lot of things. I hate seeing you like this. Every since I knew you, things arent right for you. I don't know when it'll be okay. But, just be strong ok. I'm pretty much worried for you. My shoulders are there for you to lean on & my ears are there to listen to everything that you wanna pour out. You know that, boy. Allah's always there to watch over you. Love you, Azman. Below are some random pictures. Hee.

Carrie & Me at NP's open hse. Awww. Miss ya! Thank you for the great time!

Azman. Ok,why do you looked so chubby here? Ohh, & I spot those big arms. Haaa. (confirm he'll be laughin at this. hehe!)

Your's Truly.

Time checked : 3.01am. Oh boyyyy!

GTG.

Take care dear readers! (:

2009-01-03T19:47:00.005+08:00

Oh, eclipse & breaking dawn... Where are you? I've been dying to read you. Please come in fast in the stores okay. & New Moon, I'm waiting patiently for your movie. Bella is so hot in the New Moon movie. It's lauching somewhere in November 2009. Walao, damn longgggg right!

Cute Azman who works as a part time photographer, NOT! Haaa!

First week of school.

Pretty okayy. Missed my friends and I'm so happy to meet them again.
School's fine, results fine.
Some are expected, some are of course unexpected (in a good way,that is!).

Coming Monday and Wednesday are presentation day.
Ohh. Tiring man. Must wear formal somemore.
Shrugs.

Still one more presentation for CAD on the following week, as my group was entitled for the competition.
Pretty scared sia, & once again we didnt expect to enter the competition sia.
Must modify our bridge structure & also the slides.
This term's gonna kill me silently.

Azman, I know we don't have much time to spend with each other.
Just remember, I'm only a call/msg away from you.
You know that right?

& even if I adore Edward Cullen (kk, Robert Pattinson doesn't look as good as in the movie. i hate his real hair), you're still the cute & the hunk that i love.
Haaaaaaa. :D

Just finding some ways to amuse him cos' I know deep down, that boy's having a real hard time.

Be strong kayy, you know my prayers are always with you.

Ohh, shahila! If you're reading this, where are you? Can't seem to bump you in campus lehh.
So sad... ='( Anw, do take care okayy. Miss ya!

Ohh, do enjoy the piano solo by Yiruma. The song that edward 'played' in twilight.
Its a soothing song. Enjoy.. (:

2009-01-01T08:12:00.001+08:00

Hello 2009, Bye 2008.
(:

2008-12-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

Yikes. Starting school tomorrow. && this is soo boring okayy. *sighs*

How I wish I can spend more time at home. Oh well, what to do. ='(

Anw, twilight is oh-so-great. I'm loving every single bit of it. The book and the movie. I am reading more of it sequels and hopefully, I have more cash to buy more of those books. Apart from the good movie, there's also the cute actor/actresses. Oh,what lovely looks they have. God's creation huh. Praises to Allah. Nothing to update. Take care people.

Pictures above taken at Taka. Nice?

2008-12-18T20:33:00.003+08:00

Here's something to share with all of you. :D

FACTS ABOUT SHEESHA

Waterpipe smokers are at risk of the same kind of diseases as are caused by
cigarette smoking, including cancer, heart disease, respiratory disease and
adverse effects during pregnancy.

• Using a waterpipe to smoke tobacco poses a serious potential health hazard to smokers and others exposed to the smoke.

• Sheesha smoke contains high levels of chemicals and poisons, including carbon monoxide, tar and heavy metals.

• Many of these chemicals are known to cause mouth and lung cancers, heart disease, respiratory and other diseases.

• Even though it has passed through water, the levels of toxins in sheesha smoke can be as high or higher than in cigarette smoke.

• Water-pipe smokers may absorb higher concentrations of these chemicals because of higher concentrations in the smoke itself, or because they may smoke for several hours at a time and may inhale moisturized, less irritating smoke more deeply.

• In a sheesha session lasting 60 minutes, a smoker can inhale as much smoke as a cigarette smoker would inhale from 100 – 200 cigarettes.

• Second-hand smoke from sheesha is an extremely harmful mixture of tobacco smoke and smoke from the fuel (charcoal).

• Non smokers, particularly pregnant women, babies, children and the elderly are at risk from breathing in sheesha smoke. Using a waterpipe to smoke tobacco is NOT a safe alternative to cigarette smoking.

Sources:
World Health Organisation, TobReg, “Waterpipe Tobacco Smoking: Heath Effects, Research Needs and Recommended Actions by
Regulators”. 2005
Kamal Chaouachi, A critique of the WHO TobReg’s “Advisory Note” report entitled: “Waterpipe Tobacco Smoking: Heath Effects,
Research Needs and Recommended Actions by Regulators”. Journal of Negative Results in BioMedicine 2006, 5:17
Pam Rees, Directorate of Public Health, 2007

2008-12-14T07:23:00.017+08:00

Assalamualaikum :D

Hello wonderful people! How are you all doing? I'm sorry that I've not been updating for a long time. Mainly, I'm busy.. You all must be wondering why I'm still busy when it's already the holidays, right? With the fundraising funfair la. Hahaa. Soon it'll be done and over with. InsyaAllah. I've still got my hands untouched on the Environmental Sci & Oral Communication project. Need to meet up with my groupmates and settle this burden soon. Haaha. Still have Idea project. Maths PBL. Allah..... :( This is so terrible. 3 weeks of holidays are like nothing to me. I stayed home to do the chores and still have to wrap lil sis's school books which are like so so many. Alhamdullilah, good thing that I'm out of sec/pri school already. If not, I'll have to do for mine too. :x

Last Wednesday was great. ♥ I get to meet Azman. Its just a simple day out. He can't wait for his pay to come out. Haha. So that he can treat me again next time right, bby? Haha. Kk, I'm a spoilt girlf. Thats really bad horr. Anw, went to the Cathay to catch Bolt and i rate it 3.5/5. It was just an-okay except that Penny voice was Miley cyrus. Aww. I love her la. I miss watching her shows on youtube eventhough I've watched most of it. Her acting is natural and I like it. Hee. Ohh. back to the story. Soon after the show, search for Paradiz Centre which we take quite some time to find it. Haha. Azman, do bring a map the next time we go out.. haha. Kidding2.. :D I should say this instead, faster get ur license done and vrrooom... we shall go all around S'pore okayy. (: Okay, so many sidetracks. Back to the story again, we went to have our late lunch at Mad jack which is oh-so-nice. Yum yum. I love the strawberry cheesecake. Thanks Azman for the treat!!! After which, we went home by bus. And I slept throughout the journey to CCK (sorry Azman cos' I left you alone playing my psp) and bought some stuffs and went home. Azman came over to my house & we chatted with the whole family, and tadddaaaa. Thats how my Wednesday was.

Hari raya AidilAdha was okay too. The usual routines, which the family went to both granny's house. Eat a lot on that day & I'm a very happy kid. My appetite's damn great which I think its due to the pms. -_____- Hmph, even if I eat a lot, my weight's still the same lorrr. Haiyaaa. :( Anyone care to share your fats with me? I want to be fatter la. Hurhur.

So, celebrated granny bdae. Yada-yada-yada... I'm lazy to elaborate. So, pictures do the talking okayy babes. (:

The ladies.

Family & granny.

When Nad has turn into a punk rock. ROFL. ^^p

Cute Nad & Handsome Man. Haaahah!!! :) Confirm he's gonna laugh at that.

Sweet Nad & Man.

Happy Nad & Man.

The step tknk amek gambar face. Haaa.

Nad's meal.

Cheese fries & wedges.

The cheesy fries plus wedges & hungry Nad.

Azman's meal.

The desserts. Yummylicious!!! (=

The handicrafts (photoframes) we made for the funfair event. Nice? :D

2008-12-08T07:45:00.002+08:00

Salam AidilAdha to all Muslim brothers and sisters.
To the non-Muslim, happy holidays.

I very much want to visit this beautiful place where all the Muslim gather together with only one dream... To get closer to Allah so that they will get the best of everything in akhirat. InsyaAllah, when I've got the money I'll bring my parents there first then its my turn to go there with Azman. (: I want to get a good job lah so that my mission will be accomplish. InsyaAllah. Amin

2008-12-03T04:10:00.001+08:00

There you go. The best two people in my life. My Dad and Mum.

Happy 24th Anniversary. The dinner at Chua Chu Kang Park is simple yet wonderful. I appreciate the time that all of us put aside despite everyone being tired and busy. Alhamdullilah, Allah gave us the chance to still bond together as a beautiful family. Money is not everything as you can see. If i were to choose between money and time, i would prefer time please. So that I can spend the whole of my lifetime with the lovely one in my life. & also, to have more time for Allah. ='(

So, I'm left with one presentation which consists a whole lot of percentage. Hopefully the bridge project which we took 8 whole weeks to design it, can impress the lecturers. InsyaAllah. Not forgetting, 2 more papers. Haiyaa. Did a lot of mistakes for structural mechanics. Just hope for a pass la. I don't expect that high, cos I know I've done my best and I need to tawakkal. I'll leave everything to God. & most importantly, learn from mistakes. Yup yup.

Anw, creating the webpage and javascript for IT module test was okayy. Manageable. Again, praises to God. For environmental science module, still okay. Yeaa. Engineering Maths and Quality Mgt paper coming up. Haiyaa. I'm so stress. Friday is the class BBQ. Hopefully everything will go on well as the girls are planning it. & My CCA fund raising carnival coming up on the 14th. I still need to plan a day out with the religious friends. Where am I suppose to get the time to do all this??? *tears rolling* Not to mention, I've not been meeting Azman. Both of us are too busy. *sighs* I just hope you'll take care of yourself. I'm sorry I slept like a pig just now and couldnt hear the phone ringing like the lorry hits against the tree. I know I'm sucha bad girl. Huhu. Klah ppl. Be back with more updates. InsyaAllah. Thanks for reading. Tag okayy? Take care lovelies.

DEE.

2008-11-30T01:57:00.004+08:00

Happy 26th Monthsary, to us!!!
*smiles widely*

I don't know when's the next time I'm seeing you again.

No matter what, always know that I'm in your heart, mind, and soul.

Not forgetting too, you're always in my prayers.

Three words for you...

I love you.

May Allah, shower our relationship with lots of blessings and strength to overcome any obstacles along the way.

InsyaAllah, seven more years. Lets hold on to that alright Azman?

Take care, everyone.

PS : are the pictures nice?

2008-11-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hie dear loyal readers. Subhanallah, I've been busy like a buzzing bee these few weeks. Ya Allah... I really need a break. All these projects are driving me nuts. Exam week is just next Monday. Oh Allah, do give me more time to accomplish all these tasks. I need some space. I need to be alone. Sighs. Anw, below are some pictures of how I spent my weekends last week. Its just a glimpse of it, I'll be back with a proper update and pictures okayy. Below are Azman bdae celebration (watching madagascar to s'pore flyer to town to swensens. simply WOW!) and the mass walk with the RC members and MP Mr. Zaki to Hortpark. Haaa. My second visit there. Heee. Yes shahila, the place is damn nice. Just like how you mentioned in your blog. Heee. (: Azman, I'll bring you there when you're not working okayy. =)

Hortpark

In S'pore Flyer

My sayang-sayang (above).

Hortpark

My baby reena-ribena

Azman,the boy who had just enrolled himself for the bike license. Alhamdullilah. Happy for him. I'll always pray you'll succeed in everthing you do. InsyaAllah, Allah will guide and protect you. Amin.

&& Azman, here's sth to brighten up your day. Take care okayy & don't overwork yourself. =)

2008-11-21T13:30:00.005+08:00

I've been tagged, by my dearest Cousin Dee. Hahaha. (:

The instructions:
The rules & regulations:

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names.

4) No tag back. Here it goes, earthlings! :D

-
-

1. Sometimes i tend to wonder if i look better without scarf or not. Haha. Terrrible horr. =(

2. I can stand thirst rather than hunger.

3. Eventhough I wear scarf, I would very much like my hair coloured. Just brownish red la. Not so extreme. Lol!!!

4. I get upset easily whenever people speak about friendship cos' it hurts me soo much.

5. I'm not sensitive anymore if people were to tease me regarding my body size/mass as I'm immuned to it already. Nyahahaha!! (the auntie at the food stall teased me just now for having sucha small waist. hahaha! & they all went laughing n laughing. haha)

6. I always look forward to meeting Azman eventhough its a couple of minutes. =)

7. I'm someone who treasure friends soo much cos' the past experiences thought me a lot of lessons. *sighs*

8. I always wonder, "is there such thing as friends forever? friends through thick n thin?" & yes, God made me realised that I still have wonderful friends around me. Thank you to those girls. (shahila, u're included too. hehe)

9. I often bathed late at night when I came back from school. I love to laze around first or worse, took a nap! =x thats really bad. tsk3.

10. I love both taking pictures and be in the pictures. HAHAHAHAHA!

People whom I've tagged! Hrrm, I can't get anyone already. Oh no, i broke the rules. How?? Hahaha.

Azman

Shahila

Hafizah tween

Reena

Khairiyah

okayy. Nad's pretty lame nowadays. Cos she's simply stressed out. Haiz. Klah peepos, gtg. I'm in maths corner now. Skipped gems. Gosh. I'm getting out ouf hand liow. Haha. Stay tune for more updates. Tmr gonna celebrate Azman bdae! Yipppeee! InsyaAllah.

2008-11-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

2008-11-19T00:00:00.007+08:00

Okay. So, the boy in the photo above has turned 18 years old at this very minute. Heeee.
I very well know he's excited about it because he has many things to look forward to. Hah! Too bad, will be celebrating the birthday celebration on this Saturday and hope to take lots of shots with the canon babyy. InsyaAllah.

Azman, I would like to wish you a very happy 18th birthday. May your birthday celebration for this year is way better than the previous ones. I will always be praying for you and of course, be there by your side. You know that you can always count on me rightt? I love you, Azman. Enjoy your day okayy. I miss you so much. OHH, && thank you for introducing me to your relatives on last sunday.

2008-11-16T08:20:00.004+08:00

See that person above, that's my cute daddy cum my model for the day. HAHA.
He is soo cute rightt. LOL.

& so for today's update is prolly about Azman. Haha. Serious lah. (: He's one busy man for the past few days. Almost everyday,he had been going home straight from school and helped out in preparation for his sister's wedding. Alhamdullilah. *relieved* Everything went well and they've been legally declared as husband and wife in the name of Islam. Awww. The lady that I only got a glimpse of when I was secondary four, who sent Azman to school with her big bike has finally gotten married. =) Sayang, next week kiter nyer turn okayy. Since you dah byk experience kan. Hahah. Kidding2. Insyallah, in 7 years time. *waiting patiently* & soo, Azman being the hardworking son and brother in the family helped out a lot for this very occasion. Awww. I'm so touched. Even Cik Som's son said it to her mom. Later, will be going for the jemputan, and mum made special cakes for his sister. Totally sweet. Yea! Will be meeting Azman later on. First time we'll be seeing each other wearing baju kurung/melayu. & I'm being serious again. For 2years, we've never go out for raya together. But still, Azman had been to my house to celebrate raya 2 times already. Look at the picture below. Hehe. Enjoying my mum's nasi lemak okayy. Hahaha.

2008-11-14T03:00:00.002+08:00

Its 3am, and i'm still not asleep. Sighs.

I've got school tmr at 8.30am till 6pm.

Drats.

This is so sick man. I'm really tired from everything.

School's draining me out.

I'm so stress.

Nevertheless, listening to this song makes me feel so calm.

Allahu Akbar.

*tears rolling* while tuning to "pergi tak kembali by Rabbani"

i miss Azman.

adek made me miss atok.

i miss my secondary school friends.

i'm missing them so much that it hurts real bad.

*tears rolling*

oh Allah, pls protect them and let them know them even if we don't get to see each other,they'll always be in my heart.

Amin

2008-11-08T09:00:00.003+08:00

Look at these gorgeous pictures. Aint they nice? Azman and I had seen a beautiful rainbow before. From end to the end you know. MasyaAllah. Its really nice and interesting. The moon? Almost every night we got to see it together while walking back home. Its very bright and pretty. Not forgetting the stars. Awww. Haha. Romantic kan you? Hahahahaha.

How I wish I can snap the first two pictures. I'm still learning yaw. I've got no time to go out to somewhere nice like the beach/park/museum etc. just to take pictures there with the canon baby. Sighs. I'm so fully occupied. You may want to ask with what right...? With the school projects, assignments, presentations (individuals too pls, great ya), tests, cca & etc. Sighs. Allah has only given each and every one of us 24hrs a day. All of us need to smartly juggle with the time well to do things that are beneficial. Yup. Its really hard. I want both duniawi and ukhrawi. I mean everyone wants that too right? Its quite tedious to accomplish that.

By next year, I'll be having a two-year pre diploma course for my religious studies. I still have to study for poly. Oh Allah. Give me strength to overcome all this. Not forgetting to those around me too. Amin. This post sounds so melodramatic huh. Lol.

Sidetrack a bit lah k? Hrrm. Oh yah. Last Saturday was the PAYM event right? I've learnt so much from it la. It opens up my eyes and see the wonders of the talented kids suffering from autism. It was hard to deal with them but nevertheless, kids like them just brighten up my day. And I'm happy that I get to miggle around with those kids. They are all smart and special in their own ways you see. All this reminds me of the days that I went to the homes/events for the community service in the previous semester. All I can say is that I missed them and of course the memorable moments. ='( How I wish I have more time so that I can spend my free time with these people and be a much more dedicated volunteer. Sighs.

Don't know what else to share with you guys. Be back when I have something to post okayy. That is, when I'm taking a break from all these piles and tons of assignments!!! >=(

2008-11-06T09:15:00.001+08:00

& so, the first ever African president for America.

Hopefully things will go smoothly for him and importantly, not like the previous president please.

Oh god. Things will go haywire again.

The world will never have peace.

='(

May God bless him.

2008-11-06T01:46:00.006+08:00

Okay. Nad the photographer for the day. LOL!!! That was on the Saturday, where the whole class went to Macritchie reservoir to do science practical. Great day indeed. Because I got to minggle around with the Canon bby. Yippee! (:

Anw, things was not going smoothly lately. *sighs* Been having quarells and fights with bby and ended up each of us getting hurt. It would not have happened if that lady would stop what she's doing. Haiz. To me, i feel like you are getting attention from all the guys. You mixed with mostly guys and now, when you are away from hometown, you typed in your blog that you'll be missing them. Who's them? The guys in your life. Haiz. That includes bby. I'm really pissed,hurt,upset and irritated. How do you feel when there's someone of the opposite gender typed in his/her blog that he/she misses your partner. Aargh. So what if you're good friends with my guy, do you have to put that in your blog and make it red in colour and so outstanding? Must tell the whole public and all that..? Let me tell you this. You do not assume what you're doing is perfectly fine by right its not at ALL. What you did have hurt others and because of you, couples quarelled. You like it is it? Or you pretend its nothing? Oh nvm. I get it. You do not bother at all about the people around you. Whatever lah. Go and get all the attention from all the guys you knew okay. Cos i'm simply pissed off with a girl like you who does not even have the heart to know how hurt a girl like me would feel with your irritating attitude and actions. If you're reading this, I hope you know what I'm talking about. Aargh. Idiots.

2008-10-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

Hie there earthlings! How are you? MasyaAllah, I've been abandoning my blog for a very long time. I guess now should be the right time to update you guys about myself that is if you're all interested ='(

So, school's been tiring. I've got 8 modules to study. This is so terrible. That includes 3 year long modules. I do hope & pray I'll pass them so as not to retain for a year in poly. This is so frightening than O'Level examination (gd luck to those siting for it too!) peeps. Huhu. Nevertheless, my three girlfrens never fail to make my day in school. Awww. They're simply the best. Even if there's only 7 girls in the class. -__________- & i love them la. I feel that we're closer to one another now. Alhamdullilah, God has given me good friends since.... haiz. Shall not mention it la. Baby should know. *sigh*

Oh, speaking of friends, i miss my girl, Shahila. I do hope you're doing fine in school. I wish I can bump into you someday. Oh ya, your raya pictures are so pretty la. :D Anw, take care okayy?

Ohh, again. Speaking of 'bumping', i bump into Luklu ystd. Aww. That lady gets prettier day by day. I'm glad to see the wide smile plastered on her face after what she's gone through. Alhamdullilah. Stay in touch okayy? (:

Raya this year had been pretty normal for me. Nothing extra, special or nice. My motive is to visit my relatives, friends and of course, collection of money. Haha. Sadly, I managed to go out with my religious class mates. Thats all. & a few of my aunts houses. Its okay la. I'm fine with it. Baby was so fortunate as he got to go out for 3 consecutive days with his silat peeps. Good sia. Huhu. Me...? Naaaah. Don't know la. So pictures are below. Do check it out. I just edited them & I feel like sharing with you guys. (:

What else should I update...? Guess nothing much. Ohh! I love my baby Azman of course. Thank you for sparing some time for me. Eventhough we seldom get to meet, I still treasure every single moment I'm with you. I'm always in your heart, mind & soul baby. Take care okayy? I miss you so much. ='( & thanks for coming over my house for raya tho you're all alone. Hope you like the Nasi lemak ya. Mwaks!

Okayla peeps. Got to get going ya. Ohh, guess I won't be updating that much. I've got lots of cca events going on. Plus this Sat visit to Macritchie Reservoir for environmental sci module. Hope it'll be fun! && I'm gonna bring along the Canon baby of course. Gosh, now I've got 2 babies. (haha. paham2 jelah. heeeee) Take care all. Have a nice day. :D

M. Nasir's brother, Zul. (:

2008-09-30T18:05:00.004+08:00

2 events happening, yea!!! (:

Guess what..?

Azman & Nadiah has finally reached its 2nd Anniversary.

Awwwww!

On the other hand, its Hari Raya tomorrow!

I'm so elated right now.

Hehe. Thanks sayang for the sweet plus touching post.

I Love You, Azman!!!

For more details, do visit Azman's blog aites. :D

Both of us would like to wish every Muslim out there, Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf zahir batin. Enjoy the wonderful celebration with your love ones, okayy. & to the non-muslim, have a nice holiday! (:

Its so sad to leave Ramadhan. How I wish it can last forever. Will I get to meet Ramadhan again..?

Insyaallah. =(

2008-09-23T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hie there readers! How are you? How's the fasting going? Only left a few more days to the big day, our kemenangan day, or whatever you name it. Heee. But, naaahh. I'm not in the mood to celebrate it that much la this year. Which I don't really know why. =( Huhu. I love the fasting month so much. It made me stronger, nearer to Allah, more patient and lots more. I don't know if I can still get to feel Ramadhan again next year. =( Insya Allah. I would love to, as its full of blessings to every single muslim in the whole world. Speaking of which, it's such a waste to see the youngters wasting the golden apportunity to grab hold of the great month. You know why, I see more & more of them smoking in the public, eating & drinking (dahlah tk puase, at least respect orang2 muslim yang lain lah...), lepak-ing & making a lot of noise under the void deck, girls & boys making love and don't know what else lah. Tsk. Heh. The old aunts & uncles also same la. Haiyoo.

Sidetrack lah ok? Hrrrm... & so, I just bought one baju kurung for myself as I've got more in the closet. I don't intend to waste mum & dad's money anw. Shoes? Last year pumps can still be worn, so the answer is erm... not gonna buy too? Haaha. However I cannot resist the high heel shoes in the stores la. Awww. Girls... Confirm attracted to these stuffs. If not for shoes, it'll be bags, make-ups, clothes. Duuhh. I think if I were to ask the boys how they describe the girls, their answer would be that. =x Heee. Ohh. Handbag? Erm. Mum bought it for as early as a few months ago, a Coach brand, at M'sia while she went for the tour with her friends. So, of course I won't but another one too. Wooow. I can see I saved a lot this year. Of course la, I'm saving cos I wanna get a digicam for myself. Which I've been craving for so so long. -______- dear know's that, kan kan? =( So readers, how's ur preparation for raya...? Mesti kecoh tu. Heee. (:

Baby and I have been on good terms, as usual. There's ups & downs but we'll always end up being happy with one another. I've been a good girl lately tau. Haha. I've changed so much. I'm mature right now. Its a totally different me. I don't act like one small girl anymore. Unlike in my past relationships. Ohh. Thanks to the one & only baby (Azman, are you still a baby? Baby tua, ok? Hehehe). He made me realised that one should be given the freedom and trust. & yes honey, you deserve a whole lot of that. For all I know, you'll never cheat on me & I can truly see how you love me whole-heartedly. I love you too, honey bunch! Mwaks! <33

Okay, put aside about Azman & me. Last Friday had iftar with my two girlfriends. Naqiah, Bahirah and her lil sis. Kecoh betol tu dua mangkok. Haha. They made my day la. After breaking our fast at Al-Azhar, we went to Macds & slacked there. Took pictures & talked crap. Abt 9pm headed home. Met sayang at cck, & we walked back hm. Awww. Its so nice la. Gonna have more of that. Its so relaxing & things are so peaceful with the cold breeze blowing against ur face. Dear, walk home with me again ok? & we'll talk everything under the sun. =) Yupppp, Its been quite sometime since I went out with the malay girlfriends. Ohh... Sisters, Sam? Iftar? Friday free? Bav, wanna follow us break fast together if the plan goes well? Tag me or beep me ok ladies. Miss every single one of you. ='(

I havent even type out about my results. Hrrm. Baby said I did pretty well, so like that la. Haha. Got invitation to take up diploma plus. I'm thinking of taking the business one. Yah, so gonna discussed more with mum & dad later. Shahila, good job for passing all your modules!!! (: *two thumbs up*

Erm, I've nothing more to share with you all. Either I forget the things that happened or I have nth more to type. Haha. If there is, I'll share with you all ok. Love ya!! Take care. Have a NICE DAY. (:

Now you know where I stay? Confirm Shahila knows that. Haha. (:

Naqiah & Bahirah sis, Bazilla

Bahirah & me

Us <33>

Naqiah & me

Us <33>

Us<33>

Mangkoks. (:

Pretty ladies

Us <33>

Sisters

♣ DEE ♣

2008-09-14T09:47:00.021+08:00

Firstly, I wanna congratulate my Azman for passsing all his modules. Alhamdulillah. (:

Hie there! How are you? I'm doing a-okay so far. Still a bit upset & shocked by the recent incident that happened. *sigh* Tapi Alhamdullilah, semuanya baik2 sahaja. With this month of Ramadhan I just hope and pray for the best. So, here's a lil update for you all out there. Naah. Whoever's interested lahh, haha. Cos' I know not many people read my blog but still, I wanna do some updates. *blows dust* Yup yup. Dusty liow. Haha.

I'll start off with the class outing cum mini celebration for the two beautiful ladies, Sulin Teo & Hu Tsai Ting. Initially, we planned only for the girls but since Yamei told Wee about it, the boys are outgoing enough to join us and they too wanted a short meetup. & so, we met at anchorpoint. Before that, Shirlene, Tsai, Yamei and me met in school. Yamei and I planned to revise for our maths exam while the other two complete their holiday assignment. After which, we went off around 1 plus and head to Anchorpoint. Yup. Of course, the Disney restaurant. Haha. (i didnt know the guys were so called not interested in dining there until i read Teivian's blog =() Waited and waited for the rest and bit by bit came. Hasan, T, and Feng came in with the cakes (unexpected seyy). Settled down and we ordered our foods. Total spent including cake was around 150S$. Wooow! Hee. But it was affordable cos' firstly. its for two b'dae girls and there were 10 people sharing it. So, no problem with it. Gave the ladies the presents. Hope they like it. (: Soon, the boys and girls went separate ways. If not we would have joined the guys to play pool but since some of the girls need to go off, so we bid goodbye to them. Met Azman after that and he sent me home. Thank you dear! Awww. & I miss my girls soo much. Hope Tsai's doing fine in Taiwan. Shir, Yamei and Sulin are busy woking. I'm not so sure abt Pei wen but just hope she's doing fine with her bf in s'pore now. Hehe. Its so sad that I cant meet them. Hurhur. =(

So last Thursday, meet up with Azman to accompany him to the Skin Centre near TTSH and also to Creative building. Bf had this problem which is called the Alopecia Areata whereby the hairs on your scalp gets weakened and starts falling off. But his was less than a 50% hair fall, which causes the patch (bold spot) on his head. Its due to the abnormality in the immune system. This immune system attacks particular tissues of the body and so it attacks the hair follicles and disrupts normal hair formation. Alopecia Areata may occur within family members, suggesting a role of genes and heredity. It can happen to both male and female too. So thats basically how it meant. Its so sad to see him like that. He had gone for the treatment which had the patch on his head being injected for 3 times!!! If i were him, I would have cried. I was so shocked to hear it from him & I kept asking if he's okay or is it painful. Saw blood on the patch and it got me.... freaked out of course. I'm afraid of blood, remember? =( But somehow, I put on a bravefront (cheey.. are u proud of me syg? haha) and took care of him by erm... kept asking him if its still painful? Hee. Next we headed down to J.E and walked quite a distance to the creative building. So far lahh yg. Hehe. The weather was heaty and we're both beat alrd. Hee. Sent his mp3 for repair and he's hoping he could get an exchange for a new one. Haha. In a weeks time, he'll go collect it back. See how lahh. (: Had a fun day out with him. Eventhough both of us were fasting and were tired, its still fun to be with him cos' somehow we managed to do some catching up & teasing sessions (for only 3hrs. sad lahh). Hehehehe. Anyways, I love you dear!

The past Saturday was spent with the family. Early morning accompanied mum to the clinic despite some miscommunications and end up getting a good solid scolding session from her. =( However, things got better later on. Haha. Went to YewT POSB bank to settle the Giro form & today I need to go down to SP to submit it. So leceh lahh. Yahh, so around 3pm Mum and I started to get the pizza breads & mee siam goreng taucu ready. Damn tired I tell you. We still need to rush to get ourselves ready to granny's house. *panting* Like finally it all ended until i get my butt landed on the sofa, ohhh NOT!! Still need to get the foods ready for breakfast. Waaah. Soon after that, everyone reached & we ate to fill up our empty stomachs. Hungry tau! Heh! Prayed & continued to clean granny's house. Wah seyy. Spring cleaning maut tau. Terok I tell you. & kecoh of course. You know, my maternal family side all jokers. They can crack jokes & share funny stories the whole day. Yah, thats my Mum's side. Haha. Its nice to have a great laugh since I've not been having that lately due to you know why. Cleaned & cleaned till dad came back from terawih. Headed home after that with the cab. Wahh. No wonder reach home so fast. Haha. Basically, that's about it. I've typed a lot yah. Haha. Okay then, I should end now. Oh, before I forgot... I wanna wish good luck for those sitting for N & O level exams and also to those having end of year exams soon =) Dee cuzzin, you can do it!!! Sec 5 is a must... Go, go, go! (: Tsai Ting, u can do it too. Do ur best okay.

Okay readers, gtg. Take care & have a wonderful day ahead. =)

Wassalam.

Short meetup cum a visit to the skin centre & creative building

My precious gift from Allah.
...............................................................................

Class outing cum mini b'dae celebration

I miss the ladies. =(

Mickey-head pizza

The boys

Teivian

The girls

Setting up the cake

Cutting the cake

DCEM 1A02

2008-09-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

9th & 10th August (9 & 10 Ramdhan, 1429H)

Just as i was browsing through Rabbani & Raihan songs from Imeem right after Maghrib prayers, the home phone rang. Mum picked it up, & with a loud trembling voice she said "cepat siap! atok dah takde!" It was only about 8.30pm plus then. I was so shocked because I didnt expect things to be that way. Sigh. Got ready & went to the hospital. I cannot stop shedding tears upon seeing my grandfather lying on the hospital bed. Sighs. The last time I saw him was the day he was admitted to the hospital & was sent to ICU. At that point of time too, he's condition was quite poor. He had to wear a big mask & was placed on his face. To help him breath. It was really a sad situation because he kept sighing in pain. Haiz. That was when he was still alive ='( ='( ='(

Back to the story... So, all the family members came down, took the last look of him & recite prayers for him. Subhanallah. It was a shedding tears session. ='( After which, uncle called the Jasa Budi company at around 10pm plus to come down & took grandfather home. We waited for quite a long time for the deceased to reach the motuary building & into the van. In between, the aunt & uncles settled the documents. Mum, aunt, Amin & me sat at the back of the van with the jenazah. On our way to aunt house at yishun, we kept reciting prayers for Allahyarham.

Reached yishun & quite a lot of the cousins came eventhough it was almost midnight. Alhamdullillah. My family went into the room & recite Yasin. Mum was really down then... =( Soon after 2am, my family went back home. I only got to sleep for an hour before having my sahur. After subuh prayers got ready & took a cab to aunt's house again. Reached around 7.30am. Settled down, recite prayers again & waited for the rest to come. Mandikan jenazah was next. It was an hour plus. Quite long. & the Nurul's house was already occupied with a lot of people. Even Mum's friend & Dad's mum plus sister came too. Syukran...

Allahyarham was then being carried & placed down facing the Qiblat. Took turns to have the last glance of Allahyarham & i managed to do so. I did kissed him on his forehead... Alhamdullilah. He felt so cold...

So after solat jenazah, proceeded to pusara aman. Took the transport bus... & kept having flahbacks of Atok. Once we reached, we got down & followed the guys to the tanah perkuburan. It was my first time witnessing all these. It made me so weak & I can't bear to see Allahyarham being placed into the hole. It breaks my heart. I can only fight those tears by saying my prayers for him. Soon, everything was done smoothly. Alhamdullillah. For now, we can only say prayers for him. Insyaallah, Allahyarham ditempatkan bersama orang2 yg beriman & soleh. Dan Insyaallah, rohnya dicucuri rahmat dari Allah s.w.t. To all who passed by my blog, do recite Al-Fateha for him. Syukran. Semoga Allah membalas segala doa-doamu. Amin.

I miss you, Atok.

Ahlan wa sahlan, ya Ramadhan!

2008-09-05T03:39:00.003+08:00

To all the muslims out there, I would like to wish you all happy fasting & may God bless every single one of you. Amin. Take care people. (Jangan marah2 sgt tau dalam bulan puasa nie, hehehe! Byk kan sabar ye? :D)

Qiamulail 2008 & Hiking at Bukit Timah Park

2008-08-27T01:06:00.001+08:00

Here are some pictures that I would like to share with my readers ( ohh, especially to Azman. Heee. :D ) The Qiamulail was held on the 26th July, Saturday evening & ended on 27th July in the morning ( read [Qiamulail]: a night spend just to do prayers for Allah. & also to get closer to Allah). The hiking to the Bukit Timah Park was held on the 10th of August at 9am till 1+pm. Its all with my religious classmates & my teacher, Ustazah Masykurah. Aww. She's so sweet to organise the outing to Bukit TImah despite not many turn up =(

& So, the Qiamulail was great. The only thing is that, not many again turn up for this event. Sighs. I mean, this is something that we rarely do & still not many wanna come. Its even more upsetting to know that all the asatizahs got scolded by the mudir due to the poor attendance. Come on lahh, nak buat ibadah sama2 pun susah. The teachers took a hard time to make this event go smoothly yet it broke their hearts with only a few number of students that turned up. Nevertheless, these few people that turn up made the event a successful one. We bonded well & played the games well. Plus, we also followed to all the instructions really well. The teachers were impressed & I'm glad they did. (: Just so you know, I felt really good and my heart was at ease everytime we prayed together. It makes me close to Allah & I wish this Qiamulail event at Al-Firdaus will happen again. Some might not even know that this small mosque exist. Really sad. If only I'm a billionaire, I would for sure donate my money & turn this mosque to a bigger one like masjid Sultan. Sadly, it doesnt happen that way. Do donate to Al-firdaus mosque people. It needs a lot of funds everytime. I mean it well. & esp the month of Ramadhan is nearing, it needs a whole lot of money for those bubur masjid and to pay the electrical bills bcos for the whole one month, many people (not!!!) will be using this mosque to do the terawih prayers. I've been studying in this mosque for 9 years. Its like my second home already. With my lovely friends. Awww. Thats so cool right. Unfortunately, this will be the last year for me. Sighs,AGAIN. After that, not sure where to continue my education. Pergas? Not sure. Any ideas ppl?

Oh, today's a boring Wednesday. In fact, every single day are boring days for me. Know why? Cos I'm lonely at home. I'm waiting for Reena to have her sept holidays but guess it'll still be the same situation for me cos she has band practices. Grrrrr!!! Anw, Azman has got the relief teacher job. Im so excited for him, gosh. As though I'm the one working. Naaah. I want to work but I'm scared. & mum also wants me to stay home to help her with the housechores cos she's working. But she'll give me allowance for every week. Thats what she said. Heee. (: Okay, I'm training to be a housewife. *wink wink to Azman* Hahahaha! Lol.

Okaylah. I hope you'll enjoy the photos below (starting from the bottom). Anything, tag me okay!!! Will post pictures on Tsai Ting and Sulin Mini Birthday Celebration. So, stay tune folks!!!

DEE.

Nice shot!!! (see my towel again. haha)

Spot the tiger behind us. Fuuh. Garang gitu lohh.

In the small showcase area

Izni & me near the toilet shelter

Candid. But its nice huh. Hehehe. Mcm nak main shotput (is it this spelling? =x)

Look at how hard they tried walking backwards. For heavy ppl its kinda hard lahh. For me, naahh. Im super duper light, kene tiup dgn tornado pun boleh tau!

Shots

Walking backwards down the steep slope. Its to prevent ur knees from getting strained & get hurt

Continue walking back to the entrance

See, eat only the boys. Hahaha

Zahid will never want to be in the camera I tell you. Never ever. Susah betol ah itu mamat.

Midzi & Zahid. Haha. Piggyback seyy. Ishk(3x)!!!

Us again without Zahid

Yea!!! So proud sehh.

Muka maintain pls, nad. Haha. Mengamok nmpak, mengamok nmpak!!!

Candid! (me and my green towel from Al-firdaus always)

Ladies

"We made it to the top ppl!!!" Hahahaha

Just reached the top hill & resting

Izni & Farhana

I'm leading yaw! (i mean right after him. oops!)

Me & Naq the leading ones. Haha

Candid!!!

Thermidzi (boyf close buddy too) & Izni

Our cute instructor for the day

Naq, Izni & Me

Camwhore 2

Camwhore

The three minahs tudung

The beauties

Walking sideways down the stairs

Izni & Naq

Resting

Plus cute. Haha

Pretty Ustazah

Starting of the hiking

Listening to instructions

Ustazah Masykurah's cute dad. Haha. You know why right. Heee

Blah (3x)

The other ladies

Walking towards the BTP. Already like a warm up for us lorr.

Izni & me again.

Izni & me camwhoring using Canan 450D (which bro & me still saving money to buy it. &1k+ tau)

Preparing for prayers at 4.30am

The ladies made this big heart shaped paper for the azatisah(s)

Me with muke bacin gilerr after finish packing all those food for everyone. =x

The ladies

The boys

screwed up

2008-08-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

Salam everyone! (read: greetings everyone)

Okay, I've been missing in action for a very long period huh? Naah. I've settled down with the CTs. Maths paper was the last one which was last Thurs. Haha! Now then i blog. Anw, the papers were quite tough, I mean for me. Sighs. I just hope for a pass. Esp CADS. ='( I'm so afraid I might stay back a year. *pray really really hard*

So, things have been going on smoothly on the other stuffs like Azman & me. (: I'm contented being with him all this while. We're being good to one another. Happy happy go lucky. Haha. I love him to bits. Aint gonna know what will happen to me if I'm without him. Baby, thanks for all the happiness that you brought into my life. I dont need money nor branded goods from you. Ur love, care & concern are the ones that I needed most. I pray that u'll recover soon from that illness. I don't wish anything to happen to you. If you encounter any problems, you know who to turn to right. Eversince we're friends, we always did this. "Sharing" moments. Hehe. Chey. Reminiscence. I love Azman soo very much!

Family. Ermm. Alhamdullilah. Fine as always. Funny jokers in my family. Each & everyone of them never fail to crack me up with their funny perangai's & jokes. I love them too.

School. Erm. I've got holiday assignments. & I'm stucked with it. Hurhur. Don't know who to turn to bcos most of my friends are working & one's going back to Taiwan. I miss them. Just so you know, they're the only ones I have in school. =( Other than that, I've got no one else you see. I miss my sisters, sammie & other ex secondary school mates. Sighs. Period.

Weekends will be busy for me I guess. I've got flag day to do this Saturday. & hopefully Azman and me can celebrate our advance 2nd anniversary (bcos it falls on the fasting month so we thought it would be better to celebrate earlier) !!!! Oh, and Sunday I've got duty at cssc with Yamei. So thats about it I guess. Still wondering what to buy for baby. (watch can syg? or you want that bag? or I wrap myself up in a nice box & deliver it to you? okay, guess that'll be nice kan kan kan? hahahaha! mwaks. syg u.. heee)

Okaylah people. I've got not much to type lah. Next time I blog more okay. Thanks for visiting my blog. Take care. && to those having holidays, enjoy!!! & those still having school, study hard ya? See ya folks. (:

exam's perioddddddd ~

2008-08-20T11:26:00.003+08:00

hey guys and gals !
Azman here. hehe ! Yours truly, Nadiah is currently very busy with exams.
So is everyone else. haha ! So she will be updating after her final paper.
Which is tomorow. Hopefully thats it. haha !
In any case, pardon her missing in action blogger style yea.
Good luck people for ur exams (:

yours,
Nor'azman

a moment of truth

2008-08-09T09:06:00.008+08:00

Salam/Greetings everyone.

So, today's the 9th of August. I'm using this apportunity to wish Singapore a very HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY. May the country always be peaceful and free from any discrimination amongst the citizens. I'm proud to be a Singaporean. Yea. (:

Okay, I've nothing much to type out. Just that I'm stress lately. With studies and etc. But Alhamdullilah, I'm given the strength by Allah to still have the will to carry on with my life. Allah's simply the best. Ya, as you all know many are busy preparing for the exams or common tests. Yup, same goes for me. Its pretty stressing. Sighs. Being in a polytechnic definitely is not a slacking kind of thing as many would have thought it that way. Well, for some courses you might wanna say its slacking. For me, a big fat NO pls. Sometimes, I can't believe I'm studying all the engineering modules. Ohh. =( Its pretty tedious. Having to compete with the smart ones in my class. Particularly the guys. My God.. =( Its hard, really really hard. However, the guys are never stingy in terms of teaching the ladies. Ya, appreciate it so much. They're mostly kind, caring & lame too. Lol. I still love my class. They're all I have for now, & not forgetting Azman of course! Speaking of which we've been down with some problems lately but yeah, that particular moment made me realise so much.

& Azman, I'm stating this in my public blog that I'm sorry to

cause you so much misery in the past. Trust me, I'll change. In

fact, I've changed bit by bit. I can feel it. I hope you can feel

it too. Just like u always mentioned, "we'll be a better

couple." InsyaAllah. (: Sayang Azman. <33

Erm, I do feel lonely at times. Thinking that I've got no true friends. Unlike back in those secondary school days. I can rely to my dear girlfriends if I encounter problems. God knows how much I miss them & those sweet memories. So for now, I'm left all alone to bear all this. If one day Azman were to really leave me, sighs. I really.. Okay, don't even wanna mention it. Its gonna be terrible. Ohh, anws, I've got Yamei, Tsai Ting and Shirlene too. They're the ones that always made my day in school. I feel happy being with them. Although we just knew each other for half a year, its easy to bond with each other. We always have the same thoughts, feelings, problems & etc.. Yah, Thank God I have them too. (:

Hrrm. Its quite contradicting huh. Earlier I mentioned that I've got nothing to type out, but ended up typing a whole long page, man! Lol. In that case, I shall just type more lahh. Since its already quite long, kan kan kan? XD So, ystd at 11.30pm my family & I rushed to the hosp to see my real grandad. He was transfered to the ICU. Sighs. It's really sad to see him in that situation. I can just pray for him that he'll get well soon and given the strength to bear with all that pain. May Allah guide him through the right path too. Amin.

One more thing, lil sis's bdae coming ya? Erm, wonder what to get her. Hey reena, do give me a shoutout on what you want ya?? Okayla, easy.. I treat you to MACd can, can? HAHA. =)

Ohh, tmr outing with Ustazah & my religious class to Bukit Timah Park. Yeah. Cant wait to see my girlfriends! Oh dear, I've got no sport shoes. Sian! -________-

Have a great holiday and weekend babes! Take care ya. (:

Wassalam.

GRRRRRRR~

2008-08-04T19:18:00.002+08:00

If only we're like dolphins, I can swim freely in the water with you always.

Being with you is the best thing ever.

Sighs. So much for a time out.

I'll be dead and numb soon.

Sighs.

...

2008-08-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry Mohammad Nor'Azman Kasmuri.

...

='(

im a bad girlf.

2008-08-03T20:15:00.003+08:00

i love you, syg.

sighs.

how i wish things can get to the normal state again.

what do you mean by terperangkap?

am i conquering you?

sighs.

i don't know what to do now.

i'm so lost but you still insist in wanting that time out.

tmr's school.. haiz. i just hope i can concentrate in class.

i don't wish to cry in the middle of the lessons thinking about all these.

see how much it affects me.

sighs. all this made me think back about my past relationships with others.

this totally sucks. i hate it to the core.

this aint cool at all ok.

okaylah, take care. see ya next time when u're ready to see me.

sighs.

*tears rolling*

melancholic.

2008-08-02T22:21:00.001+08:00

Why must all this happen..?

Aaaargh.

UPDATES(:

2008-07-15T21:47:00.003+08:00

Sorry dear readers for the lack of updates. I've been really3 busy with school projects and presentations. This is so terrible. =( This week itself I have 3 presentations. How pathetic is that? And 1 more coming up in a weeks' time. Sighs. Anw, dad's having a 3 weeks on leave. He's fine just that the wound is still swollen. So, doctor advised him not to do tough jobs or engage in heavy sports. Oh, the 'thing' that was remove from dad's throat was really awful i tell you. Damn gross and big. Its black in colour. Damn black that it looks like paper being burnt. EEWW. Glad it had been removed. So I'm doing fine too. Fine with sayang too. He's been good to me. Cheyy. Haha. Just that we cannot meet up so often lah. (not like I meet him always! Lol.) I love you sayang. Mwaks. Miss ya soo much.

School's so stress. Sighs. ='(

2008-07-02T18:41:00.004+08:00

So yea, Nad's in the hospital right now. Dad's still in pain, but Alhamdullilah he's better than ystd. He can walk & talk more not like ystd, so weak =( I'm down with fever ystd, what seyy. Having a bad headache somemore. Poor thing lahh. I couldnt eat & plus, worried sick about my dad. Wondering how the op. turns out. Bro told me it took about 3 whole hours. && mum so worried about it. So anw, I'm bored right now. Aaaargh! Lots of things to do, so little time. Hurhur.. Okaylah, take care readers. (:

boring day =(

2008-06-28T16:47:00.003+08:00

Stayed home today. If not, can meet boyf today. I wanted to treat him to Tenderbest but he has to be home early today. So, cancelled plan. Wondering when I can see him. *sighs* Next week I'm busy, I guess he'll be busy too. I want to celebrate our 21th mthsary today but sadly we didnt get to do it. ='( Ermm. 2 more days & we're turning 21mths old rite bie? Yea. 3 more mths to go. && one big event coming up. Which is the 2nd Anniversary for us. Awww.. Love you dear. Tho, I always made u upset. I'm such a bad girl, people. =( Okaylah readers, enjoy your weekends right. Take care, yaw! *cheers*

my love for you will always stay the same :D

2008-06-26T18:16:00.008+08:00

3 papers down, & 1 more paper to go which is tomorrow. Doing CRS project tomorrow too. Phewww. School's really taking a toll on me. Anyways, I've done my best & put effort in it, so now it's time to tawakkal & berserah sahaja kepada yang Maha Mengetahui.

Just now, met Azman for awhile. I really mean it for a while. Only 2 solid hour.
=( Nevertheless, its great seeing him after so many days of not doing so. *sighs* We are the ones who does not need to go to expensive or well known restaurants, town areas or even show our affection for one another by buying super branded stuffs. You know what we just need? Well, just eating old chang kee near the mrt station & drinking bubble tea plus talk everything under the sun (most of the time I'm talking rubbish & making lame jokes for him). LOL. Thats all we need to do. It just feels great you see. So, it does not matter where you go, what you do. It just boils down to spending time with your dear ones with sincerity. You do not need to look at other stuffs right. Awww. P/S : Thanks Azman. ILY!! (:

Ohh. Bad news. Dad will be going for op. this July 1st. Please be fine dad. I'm so worried. Next week will be very busy for me cos after school, I'll be dropping by the hosp to accompany dad for 3 days. =( Semoga Allah beri dia kekuataan. Amin.

recent pictures!

2008-06-17T17:36:00.003+08:00

Happy Father's Day, Dad. I love you.

Found this snail crawling up the wall. I wonder why.. Its cute but has a disgusting slimy body.

Ewww. =X

...................................................

Here are some pictures I took for our CD project. (:

Kind of boring lahh, didnt get to plant trees. Adding to that, I lost my ezlink card (the person who found it has returned to me just now). Unfortunately, I made a new one on the day itself alrd.

=( Waste dad's 21 bucks only! -____-

..........................................................

Bro's Aprilia Bike. Fuyoo, fuyoo! (inside joke if you watched Duyung alrd. Haaha!)

..........................................................

Wearing F1 cap. (:

I love bro's bike seyy. Damn, only one rider. ='(

......................................................

Okayy, firstly I wanna thank this cute guy here for being there for me all this while. He's been accompanying me to go everywhere this few days. & I'm sorry dear I troubled you so much. Thanks for everything dear. I know I depend on you too much. Can't help it lahh. =( That's the reason why I'm still with you. (: I love you Azman.

Ohh, look at all his pictures. Haha. Found the similarities? He's been eating a lot huh. Tsk3. Can see how he enjoys my Mum's cooking. Haha. Awww. :D

Take care. Till we meet again sayang. <3